Hello Life

So I got Lazy don't get mad :)
life has been a little crazy, work is busy, hubby an I are busy and well my band is busy. We are writing now and I love writing. Taking an emotion and telling an entire story based on this emotion. SO MUCH FUN,

I think I might write my next story based on a friends life story. Going through life never having met your father and then finding him and realizing that you can't just contact him because he has no idea you even exist. What a turmoil to put yourself through, the question presents itself. Do I contact him and flip his world upside down do I leave it be and be happy with the fact that I know who he is. Do I risk it all to get to know him, and maybe end up heart broken and rejected?

Wow so many questions, how does one person make this difficult decision.

I think this story will make an excellent song, focusing on the decision itself and the mind battling with itself, playing out the possible outcomes.

I'm excited!!!!!!!!!

but back to what we are writing now

Deep Water

I have my topic, I have my music, and I have my ideas, now getting them out on paper that is the hard part.
I don't have any ideas yet on how to pull my puzzle pieces together yet. I have a start, and end,, somewhat of a middle. no repeat, all narrative.

we will see how it goes, I tend to over think my writing. which sometimes can be a good thing, but some times, now being that time, that it stumps me for weeks or even months.

how do you write something you can't quite feel, I can almost feel it but there is an emotion missing or misplaced within the song that I can't wrap my head around.

well until I do it is pointless to dwell.


I guess I will talk again later.
bye for now :)

music I am listening to now is