Cancer

Well Life has gotten hard sorry for the long pause - I know some of my family enjoys reading these :) I love you guys !!! So in the time frame of one month we found out my 10 year old nephew has cancer and my sister has lupus and worse needs to go through chemo !!!!! My heart is melting into a pile at the bottom of my stomach. I love my family and this is tearing me apart!! luckily I have a wonderful new band ARBACHEIN the boys have been very supportive and are there when I need to write a sad song and get these emotions off my chest. Music has been my therapy and I thank god everyday for the people around me supporting me and helping me through this time in my life. The girl in my quartet have been very understanding and amazing to me :) I really am blessed with the family I have ( I love my music FAM) I can't help thinking everyday WHY - why him - why her - why our family - why not me? and the answer never shows itself, I'm sick of hearing people tell me things happen for a reason - give me one good reason a child has to go through cancer, I only ask for one. on a high note my little guy raised $55000 dollars towards cancer treatment and research!!!! I was so proud of him!!!! he was even on the news - I am one proud Aunt Well when I have more information about my band and my family I will share :) we are recording - soon you will have music to hear !!!!!!! Love to you all K